Staring Deep Into Your Wilderness of Lust and Destruction

in my weakest second
i feel the shaking in my bones
like a need
to desecrate this heart
this seed
that you've given me
as it is hewn and
thrown across the room
as the images flesh
her,
sprawled across the floor
him,
fucking her senseless
this abuse becomes
a need
as I switch from screen to screen
this lust
this desire
that is robbed
from my
beautiful bride
and given
poured out
into an exhale
of this wretched relief
please, Lord
take this
unending addiction
away from me