When It Starts to Pour (It Just Reigns)

i'm sitting in my two bedroom apartment
and wondering if it's normal to feel this much fear
not because some grandiose fear is overtaking me
but the details of the "everyday" is starting catch up

a friend used to tell me that everyone is in over their heads
and i mostly believed him, but not everyone collapses under the weight
of life's mundane responses to this almost hereditary weakness

but i also believe the He's with me
as i brave yet another storm
of my own making...