Identity Crisis

i broke my bones today
for a while it felt as if
these hard parts of my insides
held it all together
but they crumbled

i lost my mind today
as if keeping it around
would have held these
frail, and crooked bones together

the earth gave way beneath my feet
every bottle of gin that i have every seen
poured themselves into this hollow pit
and i watched all the people i love
burn to death

and you ask me why i'm so sad...