Malice(d)

i hate you
not in a superficial way
but in my bones
i feel nothing but malice
when i hear your voice
and the defecation
that forms your words

your phony wisdom
your unapologetic hypocrisy
your fucking crippling arrogance
i cannot stomach the sight
of your ugly face

this malice has been years in the making
as i watched you choke my brother
for slapping me in the face
every time you imagined my disrespect