I Was Born a Liar

i was born a liar.
i really was.
i loved.
i swam.
i took.
i gave away.
i killed.
ideas.
only for a moment though.
i kissed her face.
she didn't run.
i smiled.
she smiled.
i laughed.
she sighed.
i died a little inside.
but in a good way.
she loved me.
in a better way.
i miss her.
we never met.
how could i forget.
something so pure.
i'm so sure.
it's all so certain.
in my mind.