We Will Become Ourselves (Finally)

isn't it about time?
time we had a lot of things
we have been searching our whole life
i don't mind my shady 1 bedroom apartment
my cat that i treat like a wife
or
my wife that treats me like a cat
this joke is a riddle now
you are my only resource
for strength
louder now
this riddle is joking around
you are my only strengthening resource
softer now
we were still cigarettes
sitting on the edge
of our own beds
with the same broken guitar
singing the same old songs
from 20 years past
we sang our "sha na na na na's"
like we really meant them
we didn't mean anything
until now
our insincerity
was marketed
only by the clothes on our backs
we loved to see you dance
in a sea of panic attacks
my paxil was never a drug
only a new way
to show you new words
for love