Hotel North Beach

she sits and waits on the edge of my plans
we laugh it off and wait for some mountain town
but we both know what it is
it's sadness that we don't understand
i've never had it together
but i've fooled everyone

but eventually it gives way
to what i have been
which is actually nothing
yet she hangs on
waiting for a miracle
waiting for Jesus
to motivate me
and change what I once was

but that's just crazy