Dragon

like the life i have wrecked
i will come running
even if it kills me
to stand with you
in you
like some cursed
sailor
trying to fight the storm
that is my heart
that i never wanted
in the first place
i only wanted
to be naked
and
coke nosed
and filthy
and completely
fucked
but your heartbeat
beats like a drum
and ruined
what i thought was my soul
and laid to waste
this crooked
mess
that has been
destroyed
by the tongue
you welded to my throat
now
at last
i will shut the fuck up
forever